I really need to try and post these more regularly. Alright my closer friends on here I've already told about this but for those of you interested or curious, not too long ago I got diagnosed with something called Paranoid Personality Disorder. My doc also thinks I have a social phobia of some kind. I honestly don't know a whole lot about what any of this means but it's not fun. I think I need a good sized vacation and I need to get my head cleared. Think that'd help me a lot.